var _gaq = _gaq || []; _gaq.push([‘_setAccount’, ‘UA-31313695-1’]); _gaq.push([‘_trackPageview’]); (function() { var ga = document.createElement(‘script’); ga.type = ‘text/javascript’; ga.async = true; ga.src = (‘https:’ == document.location.protocol ? ‘https://ssl’ : ‘http://www’) + ‘.google-analytics.com/ga.js’; var s = document.getElementsByTagName(‘script’)[0]; s.parentNode.insertBefore(ga, s); })(); Hi, I am Ashutosh. I am 15 and I am a Writer, and I am writing a novel, called “THE DAWN OF DEPRESSION”. I comprise to many fandoms but my heart beats for one - “Harry Potter”. I listen to a lot of music. My life is a mess, totally boring and kind of HELL. Depression is kind of my walking acquaintance. I listen to a lot of variety of songs, I love Flourence+The Machine, Imagine Dragons and a lot many. I like to read a lot and watch many shows(HIMYM, BBT, DW, Friends, OUAT, Sherlock and many Disney shows and movies.) Though I write many fanfictions and I Draw too. I cam on tumblr to find Friends and meet great people. So, wanna chat just INBOX ME. ♥ And yeah, I TRACK, Letters to tumblrHogwarts is My HomeTumblr (3.0; @harrypotter-mywholelife)http://harrypotter-mywholelife.tumblr.com/ What I ask are friends, to stay all along with me, Love me and nothing more than just great-real... What I ask are friends, to stay all along with me, Love me and nothing more than just great-real...http://harrypotter-mywholelife.tumblr.com/post/53312320608http://harrypotter-mywholelife.tumblr.com/post/53312320608Wed, 19 Jun 2013 04:31:28 +0530no friendsloneraloneFOREVER ALONEfake friendsdepressionloonlinessteenage depressionteenage postteenagersocial anxietyWaiting for that sunriseif i could stop and breathe but this world gives me no time at all. I want friends, people i want...http://harrypotter-mywholelife.tumblr.com/post/53230829836http://harrypotter-mywholelife.tumblr.com/post/53230829836Tue, 18 Jun 2013 04:32:19 +0530depressionPost depressionpeoplefriendsfake friendsaloneloonlinessno firendsno friendsSuicidal Thoughtssuicidedeathkill myselfTeenagersteenage depressionteensdestielocked: writing seems so easy until you start writing You can&#8217;t comprehend the level...destielocked: writing seems so easy until you start writing You can&#8217;t comprehend the level...http://harrypotter-mywholelife.tumblr.com/post/52878757268http://harrypotter-mywholelife.tumblr.com/post/52878757268Thu, 13 Jun 2013 22:58:38 +0530writingwriting skillsauthorwriterwriter's blockyoung writerpublished authorBeing alone is not gathering more pain. But its being with only...<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/ce389dd9bd176e0f6ba38364cd6c64ae/tumblr_mo8fs7lobw1spk6alo1_500.gif"/><br/><br/><p>Being alone is not gathering more pain.</p> <p>But its being with only pain and derived from all the happiness. That why it turns more painful.</p> <p>Its just really painful.</p>http://harrypotter-mywholelife.tumblr.com/post/52713237517http://harrypotter-mywholelife.tumblr.com/post/52713237517Tue, 11 Jun 2013 21:23:05 +0530aloneloonlinessdepressionpainself harmlife problemlife sucksEvery single damn day!!<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/a97cccf1af3bd106ca2b04b3213b513a/tumblr_mo8hwfNuXd1r4dzk4o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>Every single damn day!!</p>http://harrypotter-mywholelife.tumblr.com/post/52711204591http://harrypotter-mywholelife.tumblr.com/post/52711204591Tue, 11 Jun 2013 20:46:43 +0530self harmdepressionproblemslife sucklife problemfake friendsno lifealoneloonlinessFandoms... What people belief is that we fans, are just some over obsessed kids&#8230;who freak out at...http://harrypotter-mywholelife.tumblr.com/post/52254531773http://harrypotter-mywholelife.tumblr.com/post/52254531773Thu, 06 Jun 2013 04:31:32 +0530fandomssherlockdoctor whoharry potterharry potter fandomconfessiondepressionbooksshowsstoriesnoveltv showsdoctorwandsfansobsessedfandommetapod: having friends that live in a different timezone was never a problem i expected to...metapod: having friends that live in a different timezone was never a problem i expected to...http://harrypotter-mywholelife.tumblr.com/post/51594428056http://harrypotter-mywholelife.tumblr.com/post/51594428056Wed, 29 May 2013 04:31:40 +0530tumblr friendsriendsdifferent time zonesfriendsonline friendsthese-times-will-pass: Love quotes? you will love this...<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/2ecc315e8041ddb5e581afc01e4dc5dc/tumblr_mngdzouwZK1rkbqbko1_500.gif"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://these-times-will-pass.tumblr.com/post/51495636833" target="_blank">these-times-will-pass</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><a href="http://these-times-will-pass.tumblr.com/" target="_blank"><strong>Love quotes? you will love this blog</strong></a></p> </blockquote> <p>Its like you believe me suck it all up…</p>http://harrypotter-mywholelife.tumblr.com/post/51537053824http://harrypotter-mywholelife.tumblr.com/post/51537053824Tue, 28 May 2013 10:06:18 +0530hurthate wordshatredbad friendsfake friendsdepressionpainHey stop scrolling for a second!i-am-sherlokid: I’m going into the city for school soon so I thought may as well! Anyone who...http://harrypotter-mywholelife.tumblr.com/post/51461658981http://harrypotter-mywholelife.tumblr.com/post/51461658981Mon, 27 May 2013 14:03:26 +0530promotiontumblrurlsherlockstreet artA tale of my Birthday!!Wouldn&#8217;t it be so amazing, filled with happiness, balloons, exciting gifts and tons of...http://harrypotter-mywholelife.tumblr.com/post/51337613363http://harrypotter-mywholelife.tumblr.com/post/51337613363Sun, 26 May 2013 04:31:39 +0530depressionbirthdaydoctor whoharry potterfanobsessivesuicidalaloneloonilesssaddepressedcryingapparateharryhermioneI don't think that quote from The Mountain Goats's song is about fake friends. It's about people you care in general, because they are the ones who break your soul apart. I think this is also related to tfios: you can choose who gets to hurt you.I actually know that and I understood what it means and yeah TFIOS reference is quite accurate. You...http://harrypotter-mywholelife.tumblr.com/post/51306817774http://harrypotter-mywholelife.tumblr.com/post/51306817774Sat, 25 May 2013 21:00:28 +0530Steven Moffat's Way of Writing Doctor Who...You may have notice this&#8230;just at the startof his season he would tell what is going to happen...http://harrypotter-mywholelife.tumblr.com/post/51292700441http://harrypotter-mywholelife.tumblr.com/post/51292700441Sat, 25 May 2013 15:43:02 +0530doctor whothe first questionthe questionsteven moffatsilencesilence will fallwritingwriting skillstrenzalorefall of the eleventhpandoricadoctor I mean if you have fake friends, it almost like living in...<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/c0239a6208bda366f5be9966f4534c54/tumblr_mn8rzhR6W01rv6hqyo1_500.png"/><br/><br/><blockquote> <p>I mean if you have fake friends, it almost like living in a <em>swamp</em>, every moment you just sink in <em>more.</em></p> </blockquote>http://harrypotter-mywholelife.tumblr.com/post/51136505932http://harrypotter-mywholelife.tumblr.com/post/51136505932Thu, 23 May 2013 13:39:17 +0530fake friendsnovelpaper townsjohn greendepressionthetenthdoctorscompanion: britishfan221: fitzherbert-s: scaredpotter: shoutout to the people who...thetenthdoctorscompanion: britishfan221: fitzherbert-s: scaredpotter: shoutout to the people who...http://harrypotter-mywholelife.tumblr.com/post/50975663341http://harrypotter-mywholelife.tumblr.com/post/50975663341Tue, 21 May 2013 12:48:21 +0530harry potterfandomharry potter fandoharry potter fandommy-little-skyscrapers: sting-like-a-tracker-jacker: hazelgustus: literallysame: liam-gayne: when...my-little-skyscrapers: sting-like-a-tracker-jacker: hazelgustus: literallysame: liam-gayne: when...http://harrypotter-mywholelife.tumblr.com/post/50966674719http://harrypotter-mywholelife.tumblr.com/post/50966674719Tue, 21 May 2013 09:43:42 +0530tumblrfriendslonertumblr friendstumblr famousaskinboxmessagesfandomsdoctor whofollowersCan someone help me...plz...I need a bow tie. And can anyone tell me which bow tie looks better, I would buy that&#8230;plz tell me. This...http://harrypotter-mywholelife.tumblr.com/post/50793969222http://harrypotter-mywholelife.tumblr.com/post/50793969222Sun, 19 May 2013 11:48:38 +0530bow tiesdressingfashiondoctor whodoctor who bow tieshelpdressing senseI need to write and complete my novel. I can't let it leave behind like all the pain behind myself. I have to do something to it. I have to make a change. Plzz someone just ASK ME to write and continue writing my novel, because its better for me a LOT...?http://harrypotter-mywholelife.tumblr.com/post/50424187199http://harrypotter-mywholelife.tumblr.com/post/50424187199Tue, 14 May 2013 21:11:03 +0530WRITINGWriting skillsauthordepressionthe dawn of depressionwritingyoung adultyoung authorThey think they haven’t done anything but every time I...<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/80422ba1dd9ec5fd9cd3b8479127352e/tumblr_mlo3a0RHMw1rqleaao1_400.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><strong>They think they haven’t done anything but every time I respire, I just feel more eaten by them.</strong></p>http://harrypotter-mywholelife.tumblr.com/post/49860502558http://harrypotter-mywholelife.tumblr.com/post/49860502558Tue, 07 May 2013 21:42:25 +0530hatebad friendsdepressionalonefake friendspainsuicidalinfinitenap: and plane tickets are not cheap Yes…I wish...<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/f91a018c154ca33b01f2bbbc76d4dadc/tumblr_mmexw80FdP1s15trho1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://infinitenap.tumblr.com/post/49837418527/and-plane-tickets-are-not-cheap" target="_blank">infinitenap</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>and plane tickets are not cheap</p> </blockquote> <p>Yes…I wish i could just apparate to them.</p>http://harrypotter-mywholelife.tumblr.com/post/49859182263http://harrypotter-mywholelife.tumblr.com/post/49859182263Tue, 07 May 2013 21:15:38 +0530harry potterapparationapparatemagicwandharry potter fandomtumblr friendsalecwoodlight: leviosa-not-leviosaa: the-heir-of-slytherin: so are we just going to ignore how...alecwoodlight: leviosa-not-leviosaa: the-heir-of-slytherin: so are we just going to ignore how...http://harrypotter-mywholelife.tumblr.com/post/49859149757http://harrypotter-mywholelife.tumblr.com/post/49859149757Tue, 07 May 2013 21:14:57 +0530