Maybe my second, intentional cut I have given myself.
This was not from a blade or any sharp metal.
It was at a time,
When my pain was enormous, so I needed a pain that would
somehow overpower it. I thumped my hand over the table’s
edge. And that’s what you get after it.
Now I feel horrible.
(Hypocrite) I don’t allow other to do this. It’s bad doing
that I know it eased me for a but don’t know how. It’s just
difficult to explain that.
But its dangerous. I don’t know when its gonna fade, and its
useless and it changes nothing. I mean you should be in a
way to life “SCREW YOU”